You have a lot of psychic aptitude, and the sense that you want to be remembered for something special in life. In younger years, that awareness kept you strong in the face of bullies, and as an adult it continues to drive you forward with hope in your heart.
Your day will come, but it requires a leap of faith. Like the Fool card of the Tarot, you never quite know what opportunities lie around the corner, but you do know you need to go there and at least try. As you do, remember that part of the Fool's allure and wisdom comes from innocent faith — in this case, trust yourself to be a guru and guide.
Having a birth number of 9 helps build that self-trust. Those hunches are almost always spot-on, so stop thinking that feeling down deep is just indigestion! Additionally, a Sagittarius decanate encourages taking that renewed conviction and exploring its various applications within and without.
As for friendship and love, you are sweet, gentle, encouraging, and confident. You give of yourself wholly to whatever relationship you're in, and don't worry about the tomorrows. Love is precious, and it's meant to be experienced fully.
Gift idea: a jazz CD.